its your voice that moves me, and i havent gone anywhere

we dont even talk anymore. we dont even hear each other.
it hurts each day that i cant hear the one person who i have these crazy feelings for. I like listening to your voice and it sucks that i havent been. I miss our conversations, our long conversations about the stuff you like. Us both watching TV shows over the phone, having those imtimate conversations like at random times at night.(quiet laugh) Telling each other that we need to see each other soon, that we miss each other terribly.. I miss that. i miss you. Where have we both gone? Lately its just been, just no more that a 20 minute conversation, and thats at like 3am maybe 4am. It doesnt bother me, but i want to talk to you more. and i dont want to talk about the bad things that are going on in our relationship. I want to talk about the good things in our lives. Whats been going on, with your life.. We need to see each other, and spent lots of time together, but when will this happen is uh.. i always invite you places, and you always say no. i want you to go out in public with me, and we can show each other off. and be happy! i just wish we both can change for the better of this relationship. I want things to work out but if your never going to call me like you used to.. idk...