over the sisters.

so its about 2:20 am. ive tried sleeping for the past hour, and nothing.
so your probably like, why is she at her sisters when you know MR. idk wiw.
lives next door. Well yes i came over for stricked buisness, my brother had to make
a mix track for my dance group and thats what i was doing, and maybe just maybe
a little part of me, came for him.
ohk, maybe a huge part did, but i havent seen him since i got here, we went partying with
family members, which sucks cause i want to see him, i keep having these dreams, or should
i say day dreams about him being very aggressive towards me. which sucks. cause i dont want him to be like that with me at all.
oh and eh, hes still not home.
i dont know why im stressing over this, why should i care, he did me wrong.. why should i want
to see him at all.. haha it sucks.
Well anyways, i, starting to get annoyed that lately all my blogs been about him :(
you see how pathetic i am. but the funny thing is.. i dont want to be with him, i want to be
single, with no one, im kind of liking it like this, me all alone.. i have freedom, and i dont need someone to be on me at all times. which is pretty cool. haha. so yeah im a mess!
i want someone, but i dont.. any advice?
cause i seriously dont know what to do.. im fucking confused.

well whatever, i hate the snow, were having a snow storm that hasnt stopped, which pretty much sucks because it ruined alot. im not even excited to go play outside in the snow, because its soo bad out there, my mothers car is like flubber on the streets it slides everywhere, its pretty scaryy!!

so yeah..

love, confused & cold,
charlie