Whats on my mind??
I cant really think straight. I cant think of what id do without him calling me baby everyday, and being the best boy ive ever met. I finally got to feel his touch, what his lips against mine felt like. How it feels to be held by the one boy who is special to me. The only boy who i think about, talk about, cant be without. Yes, i cant be without. He gave me butterflies, and he kissed me so good that my heart dropped when my lips 1st hit his. I closed my eyes and leaned in, it was the most amazing feeling ive ever had. Like if i was a young girl receiving her first kiss in a school playground. Ive had first kissed before but nothing felt like this one. Ive kiss him before but like i said nothing like this one. It was one of the simple kisses, the ones that people just forget about because like some people say.. they dont really matter. But this one was different. It meant something, i dont know if he feels this same about it, but whocare as long as i feel this great feeling that i want to feel again with him.. ill be ohk. I want him to hold me again, and kiss me like he last did.. it was amazing. I know hes the right one. just because i dont get all girly when it comes to relationships, and i sure as hell get bored quick.. and with him its different.. IM FINALLY not bored. im finally being a girl in a relationship, i always want to wear the pants in relationships and be the boss. but this time i just want shit to be right, i actually care about him, and care about this relationship we have. I think its going to last for a long time. I hope it last for a long time.
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