Why, Hello.
I have alot of catching up to do with you. Ive been slacking with everything, school, 365day project, etc. lol. Lets start off by saying, i have opened up a new door in my life. I really want to be in the entertainment buisness, even if i am behind the scenes, but thats what i want to do. I went to the open casting call for MTV's MADE, and uh i think it went pretty well. Even though i sure as hell know that i wont be getting a call back because i see it as a one in a million chance to have my own made episode. Anyways, school so uh yeahh guess what, im failin most of my academic classes, Writing from Experience is a piece of cake. But Glory of Greece, i havent even done one thing of homework since the semester started. I had to already write out 2 essays and do other sheets of paper, and im getting so lazy that noo. Ughhh! Whatever. Dance has taken over my life.. and so has school. (sorry i have alot of shit bothering me) My mother keeps talking to me about me having a boyfriend and me taking shit seriously with him, and about me getting pregnant. like wtf? im 17, smart about shit like that.. but no, my mother thinks im like these 15 year old girls who get pregnant now in days. She thinks im going to go off with my boyfriend and have a kid with him. like wtf?!? yeah i want kids but not now, in the future when my life it settled and im married with a husband. She doesnt understand anything. I swear she still thinks im like 15 i know im not much older than 15 but i will be 18 in a few months and she needs to let me go and learn to let me be independent. I hate it. i thinki hate her, for making me into the person i am today.. scared, cant do anything alone, so fucking attached to her. Arghhhh. So yeah back to what i was saying in the beginning about being in the entertainment business... so im going to retire from dance in about a year or so, and maybe get back to acting.. I love acting but my "MOTHER" doesnt approve me acting, she rather have me dancing. But, hopefully in a year or so i will be moved out of my house and have my own apartment with someone. Cause thats what i want. Maybe move to Northampton or a state over or something. just not here in springfield. But i will persue acting and have my own guitar making buisness. i bet your wondering.. wow this girl wants to do everything.. your right.. i do. But im going to start soon finishing my comic, and starting to draw out a design of a custom made guitar and send them out to see which vender with buy it and make it into their own. Ive had guitarist tell me what they would want on a guitar or the designs they would love on it.. and i took all that in and put it together and i have an idea of a guitar. Im crazy i know. I feel bad for who ever trys to marry me, because i love being up and out and doing different things all the time. lol. they'd have to get used to me. lol.. well im going to go because this is getting wicked long and i seriously want people to read it and not half of it. sooo peaceee
Peace+<3
Charleee
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